When the tough times come along. I need to endure. I really have been complaining a lot. I need to lighten up. It’s not even about my missions trip. I’ve been thinking long and hard about daycamp more than my missions trip. Oh well. I was about to give up my missions trip…But you know what..I need a break. Whether it really is a break or not…I call it one. I mean yes more kids. But what other opportunities will I take. Many people think all summer is for me is another stress factor. I can agree with that some times. But is stress really a big deal…Well maybe in the long run for me emotionally…Will stress get in the way…? Every summer so far I’ve been stressed out. Many people think I need to take a lower key and not try to do so much…But is daycamp and a missions trip and summer school really too much? I don’t think so…If I can’t do it Christ will help me! Today when I woke up I felt really I mean really bad….And even through out the day I was about to call Kaiser. God works in many ways. Whether I see it or not. I think for me…My relationship with God has gotten stronger. I think starting next year or after this summer I can start writing some of my sermons and stuff/lessons. I’m all about hitting it hard. So for this next week and the week to come I’m going to be hitting it hard….and harder than ever! Please pray for me as I try to hit it up with his will and power that I will obey and follow and not get booted out of line. Thanks be to God! For He gives us the victory though JC! Daycamp is stressing me out…I think since last Thursday I’ve been crying. So I need to get back and seek and…ok tomorrow I need to wake up and endure long hours again. I hope everybody elses’ summer is going ok. Of course mine is book being a servant. But being a servant is the only thing I want to do for you Lord! Well that with worshiping the Awesome God of Love and obeying and listening. Live it out and pumping up my faith at the same time! Thanks to God for showing me new things everyday and giving me opportunities to live out my faith for others. Xtina Is out being a servant
